Hey everyone,
This is my first official blogging, i never knew about this site til last night because my boyfriend started one up so i thought hmmmmm, i might give that a go.

So first il introduce my self, my name is Amanda and im 17 years old and im in yr 11 at school. I LOVE Greenday, they are awsome! and i also love going out with my friends and boyfriend.
My best friends are, Belinda ive known her like forever since about grade 4, Vanessa i met her in yr 7 she was so tiny and shy! (not anymore), Anne we became friends in yr 10 when she moved to my school, Kathlyn what can i say shes a nut but alot of fun, Ash who i met at the start of this year and Markus! Who is an absoulte sweetheart and hes avalible girls ;)
They are my closest buddies!

My boyfriend's name is Campbell aka. cam hes 18, tall, brown hair really green eyes! Not only is he a great bf but hes well....... my only bf! hes my first relationship which is kinda strange but its fun and he makes me happy.

Its kinda werid how we met, becuase when i first met him i never imagined him being my first bf.
We met at an underage dance party called Kandi, and i only went there by coincidence. Me and my friends wanted to go to Metro, but after waiting in the line for 3 count em, 3 and a half hours they turn around and said they were full. By this time im pretty grumpy, all dressed up and no where to go.
Then just about when we were about to give up there was a message going around that there was another underage on, we thought why not? i mean we had been in a line for a long time and we wanted to atleast do a little bit of dancing.
When we got there is was pretty average, but all the same we were happy to finally be in some night club even if it wasnt planned. After about 2 hours dancing with my friends i was stuffed and my shoes felt like they were sawing my feet off!
I decided to sit down and cool off abit. Just as i sat down i looked over and there was a guy sitting just across from me. Thats when he slid over and asked how i was going, i asked him if he wanted to dance we danced for a few minutes but my feet were pretty stuffed so we got a drink from the bar and he told me about a balcony up on the landing.
We went up there and had a good chat, he was easy to talk to, i found out he was from Balwyn i had no idea where the heck that was. Then some of his mates came over and they r like 'soo whos this cam ', then i realised i haddent even told him my name! and i didnt know his. After we introduced ourselves abit more it was time to go the lights came on that that was then end of Kandi.

Just as i said nice to meet you and cya later and was about to go find my friends, he asked for my number, i was abit like hmmmmm i was unsure i dont know why exactly but i thought why not he seems nice. I gave him my mobile number and got his msn and from then on we got talking over msn ever since!

After a few weeks of chatting via msn, i think it was i who said do u wanna meet up, so he came all the way down to see me, omg i was nervous, i didnt really know why i just was. But the day ran smoothly cept he was a little late. But at that time i wasnt intersted i just saw him as a nice guy.
So over then next few months i think it was we kept meeting up, going into the city having coffee and just hanging out.
Over time though i kinda got feelings for him, but then he started to go out with a girl called kayla, i will admit it i was mildy jealous specially when he told me she kissed him. But i told my self dont be stupid and get over it...... so i did.

Cam told me about there being another kandi on so i thought ohh yea it was alright last time and i asked my friends if they wanted to go. They all said yes and cam got tickets for me and my friends.

At the club i saw cam said a quick hi and went back to dancing with my friends, while dancing i saw this young guy not a whole lot taller then me but still taller and he had the whole look going for him and i dunno in a way i was like oh :o so i asked him to dance, after a while i dont know why but we ended up kissing, to me it was just a party pash.
But after the dance it was time to go home and on my way to the train station i heard two boys running up behind me, one was Jake and the other was an idiot called Todd (aka. hump boy lol).


What i did next was a mistake and i shouldnt have done it at all, i met up with jake, not only did me and my friends wait 2 hours for him but when he showed up he pretended like i wasnt even there and left after like 10 mins, i thought he was an ass.
That night i went to a sleepover with my friends and i got a phone call it was jake, saying that he was sorry about today and if i wanted to meet up again, i feel like a fool, but once again i did, and yep he like ignored me again, i felt like an idiot, i wasnt even myself around him. while talking to him on msn he was really nice and sweet then in person he was a complete ass. Once again he said do u wanna meet up with just us two so we can talk im like hmmmm, and stupidly said yes again! wats wrong with me! mean while, while this is all happening cam is telling me hes no good and that i should forget about him, but nope i didnt listen. The third time i decided he wasnt for me i sent him a txt saying i felt sick and that i couldnt come, he he he he little did he know i went a played golf with my friends.

Then the night came and Cam had gone to a party with his mates and well, lets just say he got pretty trashed, he rang me a couple of times and then talked to me on msn. On msn he let it slip to me that he liked him after much convincing by his mate tim. To tell you the truth i kinda had a feeling that he did. this made me so confused. I told Jake the next night on msn that i didnt feel the same about him and that i liked someone else, ohh gosh then he cracked the shits
saying he loved me blah blah blah blah.... what a load of bull, im not that stupid! because a few weeks later i found out he cheated of his gf with me!

Because this had all happend i felt bad and i didn't share the same feelings for cam, then oneday it clicked in my brain, "hey i do like him" So that night on msn chatting away about who knows what, i interputed him and said, "i like you" i felt so relived and happy that i told him.

So we both liked eachother, funny how things like that happen. We went out a few times and everytime i went to kiss him id chicken out so bad........ argghhh it was terrible i was like why cant i just do it!

So on August 6th i went to see a footy match cos cam is a huge bombers fan (no idea why they suck) and at half time we went for a walk. We sat down on the telestra dome steps and i said to him that i was gonna chicken out. so he leaned in and kissed me, omg i was horrible imagine 2 billion butterflys zooming around in ur stomach. But ohh wel it was our first kiss and all the same is was good. From then i guess it was just mutual and he was my bf! (yay)

It was so odd but that night at home i was so happy couldnt stop thinking about it and my friends were so excited when i told them the next day. (we r girls u cant blame us)

oh well now that you know my story about how i met cam im not sure what to write in my next blog i guess il just write about what ever is happening in my life so ciao bellas mwah!