Behind Blue Eyes

I'm 18 years old, im short, sweet, cute and i love life.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Hey there Blog land, its me again... Amanda it has been quite a number of months since my last blog! Its now 2007 and im 19 years old. UPDATE! Cam and i have split and are no longer together which im really happy about, we just didnt suit one another anymore and it wasnt working out, but alas we have remained friends (but the kinda friends that hardly speak at all lol)

But I now have a new guy in my life His name is Patrick, and even though i know he is going to read this im going to still write what i want no holding back cos after all this is my blog and my thoughts and im glad its getting kicked back into gear again. Anywho Pat and i have been together almost 3 months not long now! I can honestly say that he makes me really happy and i feel like i can really be myself around him. From the begining at Hollies 18th bday (and sorta newyears lol) i feel like we have clicked and it just went from there! I care about him very much and we are begining to really open up and getting to know each other well and i can also honestly say i am falling for him. The gaurd ive been holding up against myself is comming down. Right now it is 11pm and im super tired so until tomorrow blog we shall speak again! (with more of a update) xox

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Hey everyone,
Hi to rebecca sorry im only replying now, im not to sure whats happening with Cam's blog, one of his friends did something to it, so i dunno if its comming back on yet or not. Anywho Sac's went well im very pleased only about 5 weeks til school end forever and at the same time that its scary its also very exciting. Im looking forward to the last week of year 12, having muck up day and the dress up days should be good fun, we are also having a morning tea, to celebrate it should be a really good day. Just a short blog for now, im going to the show on thursday so im looking forward to that, so some good old time favourite, go and see the baby animals and go to the milk pavillion to get a yummy milkshake! Anywho im off for now catchyas.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Hey there everyone im so bored right now, i could be doing hw but nah i decided to give myself a night off considering in two days ive had 4 sacs. On Thursday i have my driving lesson with my new driving school becuase my last one wasnt very nice and made me intimidated to go with him yelling at me will not achive results you know who you are. Anywho thats all had a pretty good day. Catchya's!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

5.19pm and im home by myself which i don't mind but my brain needs dinner soon so i can continue on and try and get all this shitty homework done by tomorrow. Today was alright pretty much same old i stayed back to get extra help on Biology which was a pain in the ass but very useful. I saw my mate ashley today after not seeing her for about a week she has been away alot lately i think its based around her family problems shes going through atm but tonight they are seeing a family counsellor i hope it all works out for her and her family, shes a really nice girl she deserves to be happy. Just texting Cam at the moment hes going to work so i probs wont speak to him til tomorrow i miss him i saw him on saturday but not for very long, i guess i miss his company. Mark turned 18 the other day HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARKUS finally 18 we can go bar hopping which will be good, we are going out for his birthday on the weekend out to dinner then to a bar im guessing, night clubbing isnt really his scene, night clubbing is more my scene i love it anyway im gonna stop crapping on and get on with all the hw i have!
Catchya's

Friday, August 18, 2006


Hey everyone out there in the world must say im enjoying being 18. Last weekend was my mates 18th birthday and i had so much fun, but boy let me tell u there were so many dramas! Bitch fights, car crashes and gate crashes. In the photo from the left is Vanessa, me and the birthday girl Mel! There was bitch fights between a yr 12 and some year 10 chick it was pretty funny, and the car crash was very lucky it was my best mate mark and his gf, get this she was sober, shes 18 and she has her licence and she let mark drive while he was drunk is 17 and doesnt have his licence? wtf? that was so stupid they could have been killed they were lucky it wasnt any worse i was so angry he felt bad but they were both okay. At the start of the night we had gate crashes but we got rid of them so all was good. But while most of this happened i was in the car with cam, belinda and liam going to maccas and to a park. Overall despite everything happening it was a good night. The photo above was from the party after we had all had a few must say ness got pretty smashed funny stuff.
Catchya's.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

heys,
What can i say today was awful i found out my exam score for the unit three exam, for biology and i feel like i got a pretty crap score. I knew i didn't do aswel as i wanted but this score? According to the teacher i got average in my class, alot of people got the same score as me but i can't help but feel dissapointed with a E+ when i saw that score on the piece of paper i just cried. All that hard work gone to waste, thats how i felt when the exam was finished, it was really hard even the teachers thought so. I just hope this doesnt become a pattern trend becuase i really am trying to do my best. anyways c ya.

Friday, July 28, 2006

Heys,
Im pretty bitchy today and i really don't give a shit. I haven't had any relax time today, had a math sac today it was okay i suppose, really don't give a shit, i had health which i got pulled out of class cos MUNA had a cry to the teachers which is stupid i didn't do anything wrong and they knew that, but everything got sorted after lunch. During lunch i had a SAT meeting which took up the whole fo lunch time and front that i had to go straight to Bio WOO! not. Now i am wasting time til i have to work ON A FRIDAY NIGHT ARGGHH..
OKay well bitchying isn't solving anything but it's fun and it provides good entertainment. I helped a young boy out today on my way out of school some kids were acting stupid and this kid ended up doing this summersault thing and hitting his head on the concrete and he was crying the poor little thing he was only about a year 7. I took him to the sick bay while the office ladies got his parents. I hope he okay the poor little guy. That was my good deed for the day. Anyway im gonna go now i have to get changed for work and get myself motivated. got my hair cut! everyone seems to like it but i dunno about my fringe she cut it pretty short to what im used to anywho im off c ya.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Heys,
Well i cracked a wobbly last night got pretty emotional over maths.... how sad. It just so hard for me i wanna drop out of that class and my parents will support me ethier way but i dont wanna be known as a quiter. Right now i am studying for my Math SAC which i have tomorrow and i'm dreading it with all my might but ohwel. Tonight i am getting a hair cut i feel like a change i just hope it looks good cos i love my hair. Well im off tootlies.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Hey everyone who may happen to read my blog one random day,
last night i went ice skating! it was so much fun i went with cam, it was different and intrersting. For once i mastered something lol sorta but cam was very cute clinging to the wall lol. After ice skating we went to Krispy Kremes and waited in the line for 2 hours! but i was so worth it. We only bought two boxes but that was enough i still have about 5 left outta 12 how sad! They are just so addictive.
Well thats all i gotta say for now c ya!

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Heys, i'm trying to update more often for anyone out there who actually reads my blog. Well i finished school for the day and im so tired, i have abit of a head ache. Im so over year 12 and can't wait til the next set of holidays, i just love free time. Im going out this saturday night with my bf i dunno what we are going to do yet but hopefully something fun.
I had a SAT meeting today (student action team) as part of my duty as a vice captin. I like to think i can make a difference to the school and to make changes for the next generation, its a nice thought. The teacher who runs the SAT meetings is Ms Spencer she's really nice and just a cool teacher (can't believe i just said that lol) but i really enjoy trying to make a diferent and help organise fund raisers which is more then i can say for the actual school captin, who doesnt show up or do anything, yet takes all the credit. How is that fair? it isnt. Ms Spencer is going to speak to the new Principal of our school, she wants me and Max to be the new school captins becuase we actually show up and take responsibilty for our leadership roles. I think if that happens there is going to be a stink kicked up that wont be pretty. Right now im just looking up pictures for some homework my literature teacher set for us. Pain in the ass but atleast its not just 3 hours of cnstant writing. I miss my bf atm we havent seen alot of each other lately, due to how busy out lives have been with exams and what not. Speaking of exams welldone babe on how well you went with your first uni exams. Anyway i can't be botherd to blog so il speak to you all again hopefully soon. Cya.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Hey,
Well i can't remeber how long ago i blogged so il just pick up from anywhere, today i had a half day of school i was supposed to stay back and watch a movie for lit but i really didnt want to, i already had plans. I went into the city with my best friend belinda and my friend Melissa and we all got somthing peirced. Belinda got her nose done, I got my belly done and so did Melissa. It so cool i love it, i just wanted something new and something that feels good. Actually when i first got it done i was freaking out and nervous and it hurt! (anyone who says it doesnt hurt lied!) but overall im glad i got it done its very pretty the actual ring has these light green like rock things in the circle bits if you know what i mean lol. Anyway thats all for now just thought i'd say that.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Hey everyone,

Well ive come on here to have a good old bitch, when im set to busy on msn im fucking busy! I sware more people talk to me when im set on away or busy then they do when im set to online, may its just cos they want to bother me?? Anyway last night was rachel's birthday party now il take on board that she wasnt invited to mine due to ristriction of numbers it wasnt cos i dont like her cos she is my friend but i havent talked to her a whole lot in the past few months. But anyway seems like everyone under the bloody sun was invited to her party cept me and Hannah so i feel insulted even Elisabeth the one who thinks she can boss everyone around was invited. Its not the fact that i wasnt invited that pisses me off its just that Alana first thing she said to me tonight was like "oh one of your friends from school was invited to rachels last night and she goes "i video taped her party for her maybe il show you sometime hah" thats what she ended the convo with , where did that come from>? ive never done anything wrong to any of the girls i work with so why are the suddenly turning into a pack of bitches. Well il still be myself around them, its this little click thing they have going on get over it girls! I think they are pissed off cos when i get invited out by them i already have plans with my friends from school or my boyfriend which i cant help, i just hope they get a better understanding, dont get me wrong the poeple i work with are really nice i just hope they dont become bitchy to me all of a sudden. Okay well im just ranting now, cya's

Friday, June 30, 2006

Hey guys,

Sorry havent blogged in a long time, but i guess thats just life i think il update for those of you who read my blog im now 18 years old and year 12 and i can tell ya its flying by..... i turned 18 a few weeks ago had a pimp n' hoe party it was awsome dressing up was so much fun and last weekend i hit the clubs! which il being doing again tomorrow before the holidays end and then il have to go back to school to work work work! I had mid year exams well... i had one exam and the GAT (general achivements test) that was pretty easy but omgosh the exam was for Biology and it was so hard so at least now i know what im up for that the end of this year. At the end of the year for schoolies me and friends are planning to ethier go on a cruise or to go camping for a few days (probs get drunk on every single day woot!) lol but it should be good fun i cant wait. I'm still with my boy cam and its comming up 11 months in a few days and i love him to bits and we are very happy, for my birthday he got me a rose and dimond earings which i love! and the other say we went an saw the Italy vs Australia soccor match at fed square such rip off dam umpires in the last few seconds in over time gave Australia a penalty and Italy got a free kick which was a joke everone was peeved even i was. We saw few people get arrested for lighting flares and throwing them around and then fights broke out lucky for me and cam we got the first night rider. I saw some homeless people just asleep on the street right in the middle of people having fights over the soccor. I felt bad for them but they didnt even stir even with all the noise. I went and saw that new flick the other day "click" the one with Adam Sandler it was both funny and sad i cried! so i reccomend it, very good film, very different. Anway il finish up now im sitting here in my work uniform finished at 9 tonight it was quiet but the manager wouldnt let us leave til she checked that everything was perfect. Oh wel i will hopefully come on here and blog more often we will just have to see what happens anyway catcha's!

Friday, February 03, 2006

YEAR 12 AHHHHHHHHH!

Hi everyone, well year 12 has officially started and im nervous as, starting to feel the pressure already from teachers drilling in to our head the importance of year 12, i mean i know! they dont have to tell us every class we already understand! Well maybe not some of the bitches but hey what can ya do. I like all my classes atm and i hope it stays that way cos then i can find a balance and enjoy the year. We have so much hw but i guess il get used to the work load, my friend she is stressing already, so much that she made her self physically ill. BUt im the exact same i should do it but everytime i think about things like exams i get a pang in my stomach and i feel yuk.

I would just lke to say i used to like dominos but now its crap i still feel sick from it my stomach hurts when i eat and i feel sick when i eat and it sucks! i love food. But on the plus side its valentines day soon! yay! I've never had a valentine this would be my first one so im looking forward to it this year for once. The picture below is one of my favourite pictures so i thought i would put it on what do ya think? arnt we hot? lol anyways i talk soon ciao bellas.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Well its about 2 am and im still on msn chatting to cam, i should really go to bed since i have to get up eatly tomorrow. Im seeing cam tomorrow we are going to go into the city and probably go to IMAX which is different i havent been in years. I didn't tell the girls i was going out with cam tomorrow mainly cos i feel bad that i didnt go to the beach with them today and i didnt want them to think i was blowing them off but ohwel. It belinda's birthday soon (my bestfriend) she wants to do something werid and original for her birthday she just doesnt know what yet, she better hurry up her birthday is in like 2 weeks. For my 18th im having a pimp n' hoe party probably rent out a hall or sports club, ive got the bouncers already its not til a while away but i wanna make sure everyone who comes has a good time and that everything goes according to plan. Anyway thats enough for tonight have fun everyone ciao bellas.

Monday, January 09, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!! WOOT! well that was a little while ago now, it was so fun, went into the city that was ok, saw the fireworks, watched the crappy bands and then after the fireworks made or way over somewhere in woop woop to the real party. Where we polished off quite a few drinks. Everyone got absolutely trashed had so many shots of vodka but it was fun. It was my turn to look after cam, he was chucking for about an hour or so, but i looked after him and put him to bed then rejoined the drinking. But before that we were running around the house just being stupid but it was fun. I didnt end up sleeping that nite in the morning i slept about 20 mins in total. I should have just stayed awake cos after that i felt soo yuk after i slept. Well no i can no longer go to maccas for rosanna train station lol.
SO SOON is school ahhhhh year 12 that is freaky.
Changing the subject i really want to go to the beach! i wanted to go today but i couldnt cos i was working so i went over annes house instead and swam in her pool after our long adventure on the bus which i cbb to explain lets just say he hoped on the wrong bus and should have rang the indoor pools. Well anyway have a good new year peoples i also hope you had a good christmas until next time ciao bellas

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

SOOOOOO TIRED!
Last night was cam's red and black ball valadictory dinner thing, it was so much fun i loved dressing up and seeing cam all sexy in his suit with his cute little bow tie! Everyone looked so good, the girls looked beautiful in thier dresses and the guys looked handsom in thier suits. Went to cam's house for the before drinks, where our parents met for the first time, they seemed to get along fine, i met lots of cams friends who were all very nice, must admit i was abit nervous about going didnt really know what to expect. Then we caught the limo to the venue which was pretty fun, cept cam kept playing the all the buttons (tut tut) lol
Then once we arrive all the lucky 18 year olds got wrist bands to get alcohol but oh wel, im still 17 young sweet and innocent lol.
Then once we were in the dinner eating area, all the boys left and sort of paraded to big classical ballads lol it was pretty funny all the boys looked embarased (but secretly they enjoyed it) then we sat down listened to some people talk and then before i knew it we were up dancing to oldie songs but it was very fun, and before i knew it the night was over and it was time for the after party! The after party was at Marcs house, it was just the people on our table and the one next to it. We went to Marcs house cracked open a few drinks and cam got pissed lol, i was suprised the alcohol went straight to my head, probably cos i didnt really eat much of the dinner but still i was having fun and by the time we got back to cam's house it was just after 4 i was stuffed but still had fun with cam, we finally got to sleep by about 5 ish i think. But i was wide awake by about 8.30 the room was like a light bulb, so bright and i couldnt get back to sleep, so me being the lovely gf i am went and woke cam up which im sure he was very happy about (not) lol. But on the way to maccas for brekkie something hit me and i felt like crap! i threw up in maccas which wasnt pretty sooo embarrasing! ( sorry cam) he always seems to be looking after me after drinking well this is the second time anyway. Alcohol is just not agreeing with atm well maybe its my own fault i didnt have alot to eat so i guess i paid the price, but the train ride and tram ride felt like hours! after cam and me both tired on the train just as he rests his foot on the corner of the seat some freaky looking guy sits infront of us and suddenly flicks open some sort of wallet thing (which scared the crap outa me due to previous experience on the train) he was a ticket conductor, tatoos scrubby looking very unprofessional, he didnt introduce himself or anything he did not have a uniform or anything on, what if he did that to an old lady?? she would have jumped outa her skin. He is pending a 155 dollars fine for a 10 second shoe rest, well u know what the asshole can go and eat an apple cos he should have beeen more professional and not so rude, becuase in the end he is only going against himself. OK im over waffleing it was a fun night and i enjoyed it, made new friends and got to see how spunky cam was in his suit so very sexy did i mention? well it dam well is!
Ciao bellas

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I have my braces off now, im pretty happy with them and im almost used to my plate. I got vice captin for next year at school for my final year, entering into year 12 kinda scary. FINAL is that word freaky or what, next year what i do in school may very well count for my life, not trying to sound so dramatic but i really want to do well in my studies and be able to have lots of options for what i wanna do, mostly leaning towards medicine, i was thinking of becomming an ambo, but there is very big competion to get into this field and can take years and years to get accpeted, so it was suggested that i become a nurse first and then branch out into other medical proffession. I want a career that deals with people, i am quite social so i'd like a job that you get in touch with people, to make a diference in thier life, so if anyone has any suggestions, they are welcome to leave a comment. The thing is though how do i really know i want a career in medcine i also love to write and read in spare time i guess not alot of people know that about me, i love writing stories just havent had alot of time to do it lately. Maybe i want to become an author? inspired by one of my favourite writers john marsden famous australian writer of the tomorrow series and a list of other novels. He holds a writing camp but i just dont have the time to book in there, but thats ok.

I just dont know, maybe i should do something with dolphines? a marine biologist, it was awsome swimming with them in queensland, it was a great experience they are such beautiful creatures. Very soft and smooth and most of all friendly. Well who knows........ so many possibiltys, leave ur suggestions if you want...... hint hint.
Ciao bellas

Monday, November 14, 2005

I have changed my title from Mundi's World to Harry Potter nerd cos im very excited that the new movie is comming out soon! yay! And lucky cam you get to come and see it with me!
Today was pretty good we did nothing all day just got holiday home work, as for Ms J***** i got an A hahahahahahaha in your face!
Even maths was almost fun i got a B which is a huge improvement!
So im very happy at the moment! just wanted to say that and oh!!!!!!
I GET MY BRACES OFF TOMORROW! SO HAPPY!

Friday, November 11, 2005

You know what fuck her......
i dont care anymore ive only got one week left with her so i dont give a flying fuck if she calls me stupid. I wish i said something to her, the annoying thing was that she made me feel stupid in a polite way, if she was gonna be a bitch she should have just be straightforward.
Saying that my other teachers "didnt do me any justice", what the heck would she know, sitting in her office gobbling down those m&m's come up for air woman!
Well in the end i will work on my writing ability and you Ms J******* can go get fucked.