Behind Blue Eyes

I'm 18 years old, im short, sweet, cute and i love life.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I have my braces off now, im pretty happy with them and im almost used to my plate. I got vice captin for next year at school for my final year, entering into year 12 kinda scary. FINAL is that word freaky or what, next year what i do in school may very well count for my life, not trying to sound so dramatic but i really want to do well in my studies and be able to have lots of options for what i wanna do, mostly leaning towards medicine, i was thinking of becomming an ambo, but there is very big competion to get into this field and can take years and years to get accpeted, so it was suggested that i become a nurse first and then branch out into other medical proffession. I want a career that deals with people, i am quite social so i'd like a job that you get in touch with people, to make a diference in thier life, so if anyone has any suggestions, they are welcome to leave a comment. The thing is though how do i really know i want a career in medcine i also love to write and read in spare time i guess not alot of people know that about me, i love writing stories just havent had alot of time to do it lately. Maybe i want to become an author? inspired by one of my favourite writers john marsden famous australian writer of the tomorrow series and a list of other novels. He holds a writing camp but i just dont have the time to book in there, but thats ok.

I just dont know, maybe i should do something with dolphines? a marine biologist, it was awsome swimming with them in queensland, it was a great experience they are such beautiful creatures. Very soft and smooth and most of all friendly. Well who knows........ so many possibiltys, leave ur suggestions if you want...... hint hint.
Ciao bellas

Monday, November 14, 2005

I have changed my title from Mundi's World to Harry Potter nerd cos im very excited that the new movie is comming out soon! yay! And lucky cam you get to come and see it with me!
Today was pretty good we did nothing all day just got holiday home work, as for Ms J***** i got an A hahahahahahaha in your face!
Even maths was almost fun i got a B which is a huge improvement!
So im very happy at the moment! just wanted to say that and oh!!!!!!
I GET MY BRACES OFF TOMORROW! SO HAPPY!

Friday, November 11, 2005

You know what fuck her......
i dont care anymore ive only got one week left with her so i dont give a flying fuck if she calls me stupid. I wish i said something to her, the annoying thing was that she made me feel stupid in a polite way, if she was gonna be a bitch she should have just be straightforward.
Saying that my other teachers "didnt do me any justice", what the heck would she know, sitting in her office gobbling down those m&m's come up for air woman!
Well in the end i will work on my writing ability and you Ms J******* can go get fucked.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHH WHY AM I SO PISSED OFF!
I KNOW WHY COS MY ENGLISH TEACHER IS STUPID WHY THE HECK WOULD SHE MARK ME DOWN SO MUCH FOR ONE LITTLE MISTAKE THAT I CANT EVEN SEE!
SHE SAID MY ESSAY STRUCTURE WAS GOOD THEN WHY THE FUCK DOES SHE GIVE ME SUCH A SHIT SCORE WE CANT DO EVERYTHING HER WAY!!!!!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover Lyrics Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

This song is so beautiful, i makes you want to cry.........
I reccomend you all check it out.

Thursday, November 03, 2005



You ever had one of those days where you just feel like shit?? Well i guess everyone has at one stage, Well cam you were right, you do just sometimes get in those moods.......
But then you always have your besties to fall back on, But these days it doesnt really seem like they are there for you much anymore just the couple that you have been best friends with since yr 7.
My group isnt really together anymore i mean its not a bad thing, we are just growing apart and becomming adults but all the same i miss them.
Its still the regulars, Belinda, Nessa, Anne and Mark that are my close friends and Ash to. But alot of us have moved off, i mean we are still great friends but we just dont feel the need to be constantly around each other like we used to i guess its just apart of growing up, anyway we still have our box, me and the girls developed it in yr 8 and made a promise, we put all special possessions in a box and burried it to show what a great friendship we have. We made a promise to dig it up in yr 12 when we graduate and well that is not to far away, i cant believe it has been down there for almost four years i hope bugs didnt eat it lol. Anyway i just wanted to say that , Love you girls 4 eva! MWAH! XOXO luv manda

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Hello fellow bloggies,
How are we today?
Jease its hot i think it reached 32 today which is quite warm for spring, i thought i would come on here and write a blog. Im sitting here in mini shorts and a singlet wishing we had air conditioning....... but sadley no.

Today was pretty average i locked myself out of the house, which is not a good idea in such heat, so i went to Annes house and crashed there til mum came home from work. We had fun she has a pool and it needed salting so well we filled it with salt. OK i am really boring people right now so when i think of something better to write il come back, enjoy ur day my fellow bloggies!
Almost 3 months cambles.